time is a bitch

it is amazing how much quicker the day goes by when you like and enjoy the people you work with.

wow, my days go by so slow.

it just doesn't translate

i got a baby's brain and a old mans heart
i'm 35 and i like it

10K

i have decided to run in the turkey trot this year. i need to go from not running at all to running 10k (6.25 miles) on thanksgiving morning. i have less than 3 months to get ready.

ugh!

wtf am i thinking.

world domination

i had a dream this morning that i was dictator of a small country leading my army in the attack of a neighboring land. it was the most vivid and disturbingly gory dream that i have ever remember having.

i kind of liked it.

when i woke up i realized that my alarm clock was playing npr.

fucking news!

am i becoming one?

recluse
adjective
1.	withdrawn from society; seeking solitude; "lived an unsocial reclusive life"
noun
1.	one who lives in solitude [syn: hermit]

lost and found

i have forgotten how important it is for me to have some sort of creative release. i have realize that i have been missing it for far to long, and i could not figure out what was missing in my life. i can't believe what i difference it makes to slowly get it back. (by the way this blog or writing in general is not it)

some how my awful job seen a little less painful. i guess it helps to also know i will not be here this time next year. even if the next place it not every thing i am looking for either, that is ok. just as long as it pays the bill and give me the time and energy to pursue my creative energies.

don't get me wrong i am still looking for that perfect situation, and if i don't find it than i will try to create it my self. i will not let myself get back to place where i am dreading going to work every morning. witch leads to poor work habits and that just increases the misery, and that is suicide by tiny little increments.

guessing game

i have been listing to jeff buckley's version of hallelujah all morning.

what kind of mood am i in?